Ramai yang bakal kita tinggalkan..nontheless, ramai juga yang bakal meninggalkan kita.
I'll be leaving my Home soon.
My Best friends.
My Bestest friends too.
My cats (miawi and chomeyyll).
My VROOMbastic Car (uhhh this ones the hardest!!).
My warm bed.
My second family.. Usrah group Kak Aishah. (definitely..DeFINITEly will cry everytime i think about them).
And the hardest (second to my car - haha!)... My FAMILY.
Sometimes i just wish that we would never have to depart, with anybody or even with anything (im thinking of my car!). Thinking that my best buddy Nihlah is getting married so soon. . honestly, i havn't had enough time spent with her. I really am going to miss the single nihlah. My witty nela! hehe. Then, my lil cuz amirah... tak puas lagi inject nilai2 islamiyah dan tarbiyah dalam dia. She's so enthusiast in all the islamic practices and shes just too adorable. Kemudian, agenda2 hangat kat malaysia lagi.. I never wana miss those!!! Hmmm.
Owh, how i wish for a lot of things to happen and not to happen.
And when we're desperate for more time..the only thing we're left to do is just to wish and pray for only the best things to happen in these few moments left. Right?
I got this one wish yea..its funny, but let me just share it with you lot.
I wish, before i leave, that i would at least receive a msg from the guy who had always have my heart, to at least say.. " ... take care and be strong." or the best line he could always use is ".. ill wait for you." (waaaah!!!! HAHAHAH! IF.. IF by any chance, he says that, I would become a specialised doc by 3rd year i tell you!! hahahaah.).
I wish a lot.. a very 'a lot' of 'A lot'. if that make sense to you. =P
And for the time being.. while listening to this melody which im putting it on auto play on this blog, (maestro- the holiday).. all i think about is to balik malaysia... jumpa everyone.Let them know how much i missed them and how im gona miss them even more later. I want to spend my time to the fullest with everyone and to also participate in a lot of good causes for The UMMAH. I have to. Ana dah tertinggal banyak, and ive to make it up to it. My contributions for this ummah is yet very tiny. (like you cant see it even if you use a microscope.. its so tiny that a bacterium seems huge like a dinosaur.. and now im exaggerating.). You know what..I want to go fight for the truth!! I want to get in line and fight for Justice!! That had always been my wishes (since i cudnt go out becoz i had been having a whole stretch of exams and tests before. =P - lame stupid excuses but they were my honest excuses before.)
Sekarang, lagu ni pun dah perlahaaan je.. emosi pun dah berubah sikit.
Sayu bila fikirkan. Tapi takpe.. Ana pergi dengan lengkah2 baru. Semangat dari semua ana bawa sebagai bekal kekuatan,mudahan dengan itu langkah ana tak terbantut di tengah jalan. Setiap kali melangkah, akan pasti ana menoleh... melihat sahabat-sahabat dan kaum kerabat yang tak pernah jemu menyokong.Tak pernah letih beri desakan agar langkah2 mujahadah ini tidak terhenti separuh jalan.Demi ALLAH,langkah-langkah ini maju kerana adanya kekuatan, doa dan sokongan dari kalian...
Doa ana. Sokongan ana juga takkan putus dimana-mana untuk awakorang!! Itu janji ana! =)